Sunday, June 25, 2006

If we could control the weather...

Right now I’m sitting in the Birmingham International Airport (Alabama, that is).

Right now there is a large storm over Atlanta.

And as it goes, I don’t think I’ll be boarding my plane anytime soon – the same plane that’s supposed to be leaving in 17 minutes.

The desk agent came over the intercom a few minutes ago to update us of the situation. I’m not too worried, or angry. The
Delta folks have been great, and this has been nothing like the American Airlines fiasco last month. I mean, the Delta folks even smile.

But the funniest, strangest, or most out of place statement (take your pick) thus far is what the desk agent afterwards. She stated, “If we could control the weather, we wouldn’t be a bankrupt airline as it is.” This, of course, elicited the response she was looking for – laughter (there were a few ooooo’s as well).

So we’ve covered funny – laughter.

Strange. Strange, because I didn’t know that the financial well-being of a company, group, or individual was based upon weather conditions. I wasn’t aware that a multi-billion dollar institution would hang it’s hat on the coat rack of the totally and completely unpredictable and false science of weather watching. Now, I can understand that the weather has, does, and will continue to totally screw up your plans, but the weather has never been a good guide for investment strategy – right? (Mental note – don’t invest in a company that claims to be bankrupt due to the weather)

But then again, she was just a Delta Desk Agent, what does she know…

Out of place. Maybe not for the culture, maybe just in my mind. Jason and I visited Eric’s grave site (or what we presumed it to be since there was no headstone to be seen) yesterday and it started sprinkling. At one point I said, “It wasn’t supposed to rain today…but then again, I guess it was.”

There are many ways to look at all of this, but two come to mind. On the one hand, you can look at the circumstance and say, “Well, I guess it was supposed to happen, because it did.” It’s a sort of fatalism that places all circumstance and situation into the hands of blind fate. I suppose some find solace in that, I don’t think I do. On the other hand, you can look at the circumstance and say, “It was supposed to happen because it was planned.”

There’s comfort in that – to believe that someone had this in mind and that there’s a reasoning behind it. You can say I’m playing semantics, but I’m not. The view point of one hand against the view point on the other will mean all the difference when situational occurrences, circumstance, or tragedy occur. I can sit around and feel powerless and alone or I can roll with the punches in the face, the kicks in the stomach, and the knees in the groin knowing that it all happens for a reason.

But really, it’s not always that easy - but it's true.

1 comment:

Rick said...

Gene,

This post reminds me of a song Derek Webb wrote while he was still with Caedmon's Call called "Table for Two". It's about relationships, but it addresses God's soverignty like you were talking about, the 3rd verse/chorus particularly:

Danny and I spent another late night over pancakes,
Talkin' 'bout soccer
And how every man's just the same
We made speculation
On the who's and the when's of our futures
And how everyone's lonely
But still we just couldn't complain

And how we just hate being alone
Could I have missed my only chance
And now I'm just wasting my time
By looking around

But you know I know better
I'm not gonna worry 'bout nothing
Cause if the birds and the flowers survive
Then I'll make it okay
I'm given a chance and a rock
see which one breaks a window
See which one keeps me up all night and into the day

Because I'm so scared of being alone
That I forget what house I live in
But it's not my job to wait by the phone
For her to call

Well this day's been crazy
But everything's happened on schedule
from the rain and the cold
To the drink that I spilled on my shirt
'Cause You knew how You'd save me
before I fell dead in the garden
And You knew this day
long before You made me out of dirt

And You know the plans that You have for me
And You can't plan the end and not plan the means
And so I suppose I just need some peace
Just to get me to sleep.

Good to hear from you.

rick